You might be in the middle of a very heavy season. The "emergency room" isn't the place to commit to a coaching program. It's a place to simply survive by God's grace and rest when you can.
You don't need a program right now, but you might need a sister to walk with you.
I'd love to offer you a free 30-minute connection call.
No coaching, no pitch, just a friend to pray with you and for you.